Mello is Lovely

chai had her babies today. five to be exact. the cutest things in the world ( i know i say that alot, but seriously).
I'm exhausted which reminds me that I need to buy one of those down comforters for my bed. evidently a down comforter is that amazingly white fluffy blanket and is an absolute must for sleeping a night. I tried explaining this to every salesclerk in swansea before realizing (on my own) that they are called down comforters.....and i need one.
sam and I are going to go see 'my bloody valentine" in 3D tomorrow. I already know how this is going to go. I am going to be covering my ears and shutting my eyes half the time. the other half I have them open I will be jumping in fright. But once the movie is over and I am safely in my home I will go on and on about how stupid and corny it was.
and I pride myself on not being predictable. lol

is insisting to buy me airplane tickets. i hate when people get me things, i will feel guilty if he does it. im like upset right now. ah brycey. no.

megan.... thank you for creating amazing playlists. i really appreciate it. :)

why is it 50 degrees out? Honestly, it's October. It never gets so cold this early. It is karmas way of mocking me for all my ranting about global warming. Oh well just a reason to get some new boots!

Today I cleaned the new house alllllllll dayyyyyyyy. But we can finally move in tomorrow. It's going to be weird moving back in with my Mom. I haven't lived with my parents for over a year. BUTTT i have a huge room and the biggest closet in the house. At least I can finally save money now. I wont have to pay rent anymore!!! :) Obviously I still have bills but no biggie.


MEGAN MARIE PATRICIA CHAPMAN PLEASE COME BACK INTO EXSISTENCE SO WE CAN CHILL. You missed it today, Sam silly stringed a bum and he gave us the bird, WITH BOTH OF HIS HANDS! ahahaha

Last night Me,Sam,Travis, and Megan went on a blunt ride. We bought a quarter and put about half of it in a blunt. It was huge and I felt like fucking Biggie. I was incredibly stoned. I couldnt even function I had to lay down and the whole time i was having ridiculous dreams. I enjoyed them of course.

THE BUNNY IS DEADDDDDDDDDDDD. I went to go make sure it was staying warm and when I went to go pick it up the poor thing was all stiff. I am so upset I dont even know what to say besides I FUCKING HATE MOCHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

So Sam and I were just hanging out in the living room when Jonny came in and said, "well that sucks, Mocha has a live bunny".
Mocha is Sams narcotic bitch of a cat. So Sam and I immediately run outside and Mocha is prancing around with a baby bunny. We had to corner Mocha and we both grabbed and shook her until she finally let it go. We later found the bunny huddled in the corner of the fence. Sam picked it up and we saw this huge gash on its belly. Of course we are keeping and trying to raise the baby bun-bun at least until it heals.

After intense googling we found out that only 10% of wild bunnies survive under human care, no shit. So I am just hoping and praying that it will live. We are heading to the pet store know for more information and formula. But if anyone knows absolutely anything about raising a baby bunny pleaseeeeeeee tell me. (im not expecting any of you really will)

I keep forgetting about livejournal :( . thats only because i have a legit tangible journal that i write in religiously and have nothing left to say after i vent everything in there.
but uh....
Marley is finally sleeping in his kennel. I am so glad. I wont have to worry about him ruining everything downstairs anymore. HALLELUJAH! But no matter how misbehaved he can be at times, i still love him in ridiculous amounts<3333
Ya wanna hear something funny? Im reading a romance novel. If anyone truly knows me they would know i would never consider even taking a second glance at a romance novel. BUTTT... this one had a hunk of a Cherokee indian on it, and i could not resist. To my suprise I really do like the book so far.
And Im pretty sure Megan and I are going to the factory of terror this week so if you're down just holllaaa.

i consider myself a strong person. I really do. So all that happened yesterday, and this morning, makes me embarrassed to say, I completely broke down. Even for someone who considers themself a strong individual, has a breaking point. There is only so much I can take.

Im so done with shitty/shady people, hypocrits, and assholes. You are all wasting my time.

I want to move to Italy and start over fresh. ( I noticed that when things get uncomfortably tough, I run.)

im exhausted. worked a double shift. but I went to the movies with megan and saw house bunny. so funny. now we are chilling at megans. i have to work tomorrow morning which completely sucks. but i realized that it isnt a wicked horrible thing because im making money. and i like money. i plan on going shopping after work tomorrow. i need a few things. i want to save up money for a laptop. who knows if i can do that, i dont have too much faith in myself for that one. hah. we are watchin pocahontas and the cute racoon just stole ALLLLL my attention.

I have to get ready for work. At least they gave me forty hours this week. Im excited about making good money. Me and Megan are eating our wonderful cookies that we made last night. They are ridiculously good. gahhhhh im going to go shower and such.

I completely forgot about livejournal until you mentioned it. I forgot how much I missed it.


So, I dont feel like writing about the complete year gap I have created. So I'm starting with.....


Last night...!
Was so much. Megan and Justin came over. We had my first house party. We attempted to play beer bong with five cups and grapes. hah. we ended up just drinking and chilling. im pretty sure megan spilled her bacardi at least three times last night. When we all decided to fall asleep, I couldnt because Justin was snoring. So I went to sleep in the closet. Haha. Great timeeeee.

I am at Haley's house. We have been youtubinnnn for a while. I just think that I need to clarify a few things. Yes I did get suspended Thursday and Friday. No I was not smoking pot with the others that were. I was suspended for lying for trying to cover for them. It makes me mad when I see certain people bragging about them getting suspended. That's gay, and so are you. It's not something to be proud of. I dont understand why you would tell evreyone about it as if you accomplished something amazing, and then a few days later post bullentins on how you want people to leave you alone. Lets be serious. Maybe you should reconsider your position on the whole issue. Highschool is a bunch of crap and I am over it. Evreyone is fake and shady. Im rambling. Goodbye.

Last night was freezing. It got down to -10. The lake froze over. The swans have no where to stay. :[
I quit smoking. Seriously. Yesterday, it was laced with something. GAhhh. I was freaking out. Cheer competition this saturday. CASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE bitch.

My grammy passed away Sunday. I think I am handling it pretty well. I thought I would be extremely emotional and just a complete mess, but to my suprise, I havent been. Of course I cried. She was such a beautiful person. I cant believe she isnt here anymore. Im rambling. Oh well.


I went to the "People to People" meeting yesterday. I'm going to Europe for 20 days, in July with this orginazation. It will count as both highschool and college credits. Im going to France, Switzerland, Italy, and Austia. Pretty excited.

Hmm so I was sitting at my house all alone because my grandma and grandpa were at the hospital. Evreyone who has been to my house knows you would most definetly not want to be there all alone AND DEFINETLY NOT WHEN IT IS DARK. So thank god Leah decided to come over with Kasey. We chilled for a bit and then left to pick up Andre. Met Jay,Erin, and Vicky in Jo-Ann's parking lot. We pretty much had a rave there.


&&&& then we decided to drink tonight. We then go to Andre's house to get some alcohol. He brought Bombay Sapphire and Erin has some maddawggg. We are mixing it with Red Bull. Now we are all at Erin's house. Which makes me happy because I havent drank with Erin or Vicky since Halloween. So it's time to make up for all of the other holiday we should have drank together on. Thanksgiving, Christmas, Kwanza, general Ford day blahblahblah.

Stay classy.

So my arms are sooo sore from cheering yesterday at the game.
Hah.
So I had to learn the halftime routine the day of the game since i missed practice. Well when halftime came I was so worried about sticking our stunts that I completely forgot the dance so I just stood there and smiled. It was a home game so like the whole school saw it. Hahaha. Whatever it's not a big deal, right?
Anyways.
Today I didnt do a damn thing. I put on some sweats with the intention of making it a "sweat and work-out day". That was until i realized I was extremely sore. So my day was changed to a "sweat and watch disney movies all day day". I'm not complaing though, I was content.

Untilllllllll.
The hospital called, and they dont think my grammy is going to make it through the night. Which isnt fair, because this is very sudden. Like over the summer the doctors told us that her cancer is going away and that she is fighting it very well blah blah. Then all of a sudden she just breaks down and isnt going to make it through the night? I was going to go to the hospital but my grandpa and grandma wouldnt let me because they said i get too emotional. Whatever.

I am leaving in about an hour for Massachusetts. Which makes me mad. This whole moving back and forth thing was not my plan. Moving to Mass. initially was not my plan either, but I am glad I did. I've met so many wonderful people, honestly. It makes me happy having them as my friends. I'm going to miss them alot. And I'm going to miss my Floridian babes alot too. Last night was so emotional, I could'nt stand it. I'm over it. I have six months in Massachusetts and I plan on enjoying them. I am going on a plane! & thank God I watched that Bright Eyes mysic video last night. Just in case my plane crashes I'll be humming a tune.

hmm so the semi is tommorw. I already have my dress. yay! Andre and I are going to match. We are both wearing brown and turqoise. That makes me happy. School was, ehhhh. And I got soooo annoyed today after school, like jay can NEVER EVER miss another day without me because my ride home today was friggen erghhh. Boys make me upset sometimes, ecspecially all of the football players who have an IQ matched to that of a moose. Winter cheerleading is just going to be a pain in the ass. At least two games per week, the games start at 7. So ill be home around nine home games and like ten eleven away. Then we have practices evrey sunday from 6-8, sometimes practices tuesday and thursday, and gymnastics on wensday. I have no life, as of right now, besides cheer. Yay!

i<3 erin so friggen much kiddd.
she made my page all funkified and what not.
yerp.

I finally figured out my password again.
so i logged in!
yay!
i<3 evreyone!

I miss Dani, Bryce, Kierra, Alyssa, Haley, Jared, and Topher!!!! My crew. I love you guys. Massachusetts is pretty, idk, its just not the same. Hopefully I will be back before the school year begins! Um the only one who has a livejournal from the people listed is Dani and she doesnt remeber her password. So they cant even read this. IT WASNT MEANT FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUU, it was meant for my floridan babes!